#blog52 #week39
“For we are God’s handiwork, created in Christ Jesus to do good works,which God prepared in advance for us to do.” Ephesians 2:10
I noticed something surprising this week. I was enjoying my job. It’s not that I usually hate my job. I just — well, I don’t care about it that much. (Um, you don’t think my boss could find my blog, do you? I’m really counting on her not Googling me.) With 23 years of tenure, I’ve settled into a comfortable spot and become resigned that my work is not something I’m going to be passionate about. I tend to think of it as just a way to fund my life; it enables me to do the things I really do care about.
My Twitter bio lists “manager of corporate project” after “Christ follower, bleeding-heart liberal, blogger, and urban chicken farmer.” Priorities.
Most of the people I work with fall into one of two categories. There are clinicians; a unique subset of nurses and physicians who choose to work in a corporate setting. They’re smart, (mostly) compassionate, and speak in a medical shorthand language that it took me years to understand. Most of the rest of my colleagues are analysts. Math geeks. They talk about trends and ratios and pivot tables.
As you may have suspected, I am neither a clinician nor a mathematician. I am an English major. I have learned to work in an environment for which I am fundamentally unsuited. So what changed this week? Serendipitously, two of the projects I’m currently managing are in my sweet spot. They primarily involve words. Reading words and writing words. I’m even working in an “interactive intranet” that’s remarkably similar to a social media platform! By still my heart.
Everybody has a sweet spot. That place were work doesn’t feel like work; where you’re good and what you do and you know it.
My stepson-in-law Shay is a talented software engineer or app development manager or some techie thing like that. I don’t really know. He spent last week in Texas with Team Rubicon, repairing homes damaged by Hurricane Harvey. The last time I asked him about his work he sounded bored. When he talks about volunteering with Team Rubicon, he lights up.
My husbands knows about plants. He works in the lawn-and-garden products business, and he’s really good at the business part of it, but that’s not his passion. Want to see him come alive? Ask him about that weird weed growing in your lawn. There is nothing he loves more than acting as a landscaping consultant for friends, neighbors, relatives, and random strangers with horticultural issues.
“I’ve made a decision,” he announced recently. Sounds serious, I thought. “I’m going to dig up the climbing rosebush and the dead azalea and plant a cedar deodara.” (Turns out he was combining the tree’s scientific name, cedrus deodara, with its common name, deodar cedar, so I guess he’s not so smart after all, huh?)
And then there’s my friend Suzy. Suzy’s a gifted artist, musician, teacher and surfer. She works in oils and watercolors. She produces drawings, etchings, portraits. A couple of years ago, she started experimenting with murals. One mural led to another, and before you know it she was invited to paint something on the side of a tunnel on the brand new Westside Trail section of the Atlanta BeltLine. “It’s twice as large as anything I’ve ever done,” she marveled. She says riding in the bucket truck to paint the top portion of her work “felt like flying.”